
I told Nick I was engaged because he really made me angry. He broke up with me over the phone. Isn't that so wrong? First of all, he can't just break up with me over the phone. No one would want to get rid of me. Second, why couldn't he come and talk to me in person? I didn't do anything wrong to him. I wanted answers. I wanted to know what I did wrong, but I mostly wanted revenge so I told him I was engaged. I thought he was a good person, but he showed me otherwise. I wanted to hurt him like he hurt me. I think he was pretty darn shocked when he heard what I had to say, but I was glad. I wanted him to see that I didn't need him. I mean I don't need any man. I can support myself and can make myself happy. I just find it crazy that he would break up with me. I could have any man I wanted and no man could tell me I am wrong. They would all agree I am sure. I don't think it was wrong for me to say I was engaged because hurt me first. I thought he really had fallen for me and then things just ended. I am confused as to why he would break up with me if he liked me like he said. We could have had a great relationship, but he ruined it. We could have been happy and he could have shown me off. I could have been his trophy wife, but too late for him! His loss! Seeing the love triangle kind of made me feel differently about relationships anyways. I did not want to have a crazy messed up relationship. Oh well, I am just happy I got my revenge and told him I was engaged. I will find my own man eventually. I just have to pick the right one and I will.
Jordan, it was a very hard few months after Gatsby’s death. The whole situation involved everyone and really affected me. I knew that we would probably never work out. There was too much drama involved in our relationship. Daisy is the only reason we were together in the first place. Now she has disappeared with Tom. I did enjoy being with you, but it was too complicated in the end. I knew you had bigger and better plans. We are two totally different people. We want different things. I was also angry that no one, including you, came to Gatsby's funeral. I wish things would have ended differently, but you can't change the past.
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