What I was feeling when I cheated at my golf tournament

      It's true, I cheated in my golf tournament. Who is to say I was wrong for cheating? At least I was trying something! I was not going to lose that match. I was feeling great out there making some awesome swings. I felt like all eyes were on me and I love that. I looked pretty good out there I too. I wasn't nervous to cheat, I just did it. I definitely didn't feel sorry for cheating. I mean yes, people found out, but I least people where noticing me. I just arrived and I was already the talk around town. I love being the center of attention. Look, I come from Louisville and am new in town. I needed to make a good impression on everyone. I wanted them to see that I was great at something. I wanted to have a good reputation around here. It's always fun to start up gossip. Either you're a somebody or you're a nobody and it is obvious I am a somebody. You can't sit back in the crowd and not be noticed. You must get out there and have people hear your name. I am the type of woman with her own mind and I speak whatever is on it. I just tell it like it is. People talked about me when they heard the news, but like I said at least I was noticed. Even Nick heard the story, but he found out who I was. To be honest, I had fun cheating. Who likes to be boring and not stir up drama? I don't care if people didn't agree with what I did. I think most are just jealous of me anyways. I mean who blames them? I think people like me because I am not afraid to stand out. Overall, I don't feel cheating was wrong for me to do.